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LESSON 24
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I do not perceive my own best interests.
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In no situation that arises do you realize the outcome that
would make you happy. Therefore, you have no guide to appropriate
action, and no way of judging the result. What you do is determined by
your perception of the situation, and that perception is wrong. It is
inevitable, then, that you will not serve your own best interests. Yet
they are your only goal in any situation which is correctly perceived.
Otherwise, you will not recognize what they are. |
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If
you realized that you do not perceive your own best interests, you could
be taught what they are. But in the presence of your conviction that you
do know what they are, you cannot learn. The idea for today is a step
toward opening your mind so that learning can begin. |
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The exercises for today require much more honesty
than you are accustomed to using. A few subjects, honestly and carefully
considered in each of the five practice periods which should be
undertaken today, will be more helpful than a more cursory examination
of a large number. Two minutes are suggested for each of the
mind-searching periods which the exercises involve. |
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The
practice periods should begin with repeating today's idea, followed by
searching the mind, with closed eyes, for unresolved situations about
which you are currently concerned. The emphasis should be on uncovering
the outcome you want. You will quickly realize that you have a number of
goals in mind as part of the desired outcome, and also that these goals
are on different levels and often conflict. |
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In
applying the idea for today, name each situation that occurs to you, and
then enumerate carefully as many goals as possible that you would like
to be met in its resolution. The form of each application should be
roughly as follows: |
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In
the situation involving ___, I would like ___ to happen, and ___ to
happen, |
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and so on. Try to cover as many different kinds of outcomes as may
honestly occur to you, even if some of them do not appear to be directly
related to the situation, or even to be inherent in it at all. |
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If
these exercises are done properly, you will quickly recognize that you
are making a large number of demands of the situation which have nothing
to do with it. You will also recognize that many of your goals are
contradictory, that you have no unified outcome in mind, and that you
must experience disappointment in connection with some of your goals,
however the situation turns out. |
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After covering the list of as many hoped-for goals as
possible, for each unresolved situation that crosses your mind say to
yourself: |
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I do not perceive my own best interests in this situation, |
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and go on to the next one. |
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