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LESSON 35
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My mind is part of God's. I am very holy.
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Today's idea does not describe the way you see yourself
now. It does, however, describe what vision will show you. It is
difficult for anyone who thinks he is in this world to believe this of
himself. Yet the reason he thinks he is in this world is because he does
not believe it. |
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You will believe that you are part of where you think you
are. That is because you surround yourself with the environment you
want. And you want it to protect the image of yourself that you have
made. The image is part of this environment. What you see while you
believe you are in it is seen through the eyes of the image. This is not
vision. Images cannot see. |
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The idea for today presents a very different view of
yourself. By establishing your Source it establishes your Identity, and
it describes you as you must really be in truth. We will use a somewhat
different kind of application for today's idea because the emphasis for
today is on the perceiver, rather than on what he perceives. |
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For each of the three five-minute practice periods today, begin by
repeating today's idea to yourself, and then close your eyes and search
your mind for the various kinds of descriptive terms in which you see
yourself. Include all the ego-based attributes which you ascribe to
yourself, positive or negative, desirable or undesirable, grandiose or
debased. All of them are equally unreal, because you do not look upon
yourself through the eyes of holiness. |
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In the earlier part of the mind-searching period, you will
probably emphasize what you consider to be the more negative aspects of
your perception of yourself. Toward the latter part of the exercise
period, however, more self-inflating descriptive terms may well cross
your mind. Try to recognize that the direction of your fantasies about
yourself does not matter. Illusions have no direction in reality. They
are merely not true. |
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A suitable unselected list for applying the idea for today
might be as follows: |
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I see myself as imposed on. |
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I see myself as depressed. |
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I see myself as failing. |
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I see myself as endangered. |
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I see myself as helpless. |
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I see myself as victorious. |
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I see myself as losing out. |
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I see myself as charitable. |
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I see myself as virtuous. |
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You should not think of these terms in an abstract way.
They will occur to you as various situations, personalities and events
in which you figure cross your mind. Pick up any specific situation that
occurs to you, identify the descriptive term or terms you feel are
applicable to your reactions to that situation, and use them in applying
today's idea. After you have named each one, add: |
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But my mind is part of God's. I am very holy. |
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During the longer exercise periods, there will probably be
intervals in which nothing specific occurs to you. Do not strain to
think up specific things to fill the interval, but merely relax and
repeat today's idea slowly until something occurs to you. Although
nothing that does occur should be omitted from the exercises, nothing
should be "dug out" with effort. Neither force nor
discrimination should be used. |
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As often as possible during the day, pick up a specific
attribute or attributes you are ascribing to yourself at the time and
apply the idea for today to them, adding the idea in the form stated
above to each of them. If nothing particular occurs to you, merely
repeat the idea to yourself, with closed eyes. |
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