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LESSON 69
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My grievances hide the light of the world in me.
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No one can look upon what your grievances conceal. Because
your grievances are hiding the light of the world in you, everyone
stands in darkness, and you beside him. But as the veil of your
grievances is lifted, you are released with him. Share your salvation
now with him who stood beside you when you were in hell. He is your
brother in the light of the world that saves you both.
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Today let us make another real attempt to reach the light in you.
Before we undertake this in our more extended practice period, let us
devote several minutes to thinking about what we are trying to do. We
are literally attempting to get in touch with the salvation of the
world. We are trying to see past the veil of darkness that keeps it
concealed. We are trying to let the veil be lifted, and to see the tears
of God's Son disappear in the sunlight.
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Let us begin our longer practice period today with the full
realization that this is so, and with real determination to reach what
is dearer to us than all else. Salvation is our only need. There is no
other purpose here, and no other function to fulfill. Learning salvation
is our only goal. Let us end the ancient search today by finding the
light in us, and holding it up for everyone who searches with us to look
upon and rejoice.
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Very
quietly now, with your eyes closed, try to let go of all the content
that generally occupies your consciousness. Think of your mind as a vast
circle, surrounded by a layer of heavy, dark clouds. You can see only
the clouds because you seem to be standing outside the circle and quite
apart from it.
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From where you stand, you can see no reason to believe
there is a brilliant light hidden by the clouds. The clouds seem to be
the only reality. They seem to be all there is to see. Therefore, you do
not attempt to go through them and past them, which is the only way in
which you would be really convinced of their lack of substance. We will
make this attempt today.
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After you have thought about the importance of what you are
trying to do for yourself and the world, try to settle down in perfect
stillness, remembering only how much you want to reach the light in you
today,–now! Determine to go past the clouds. Reach out and touch them
in your mind. Brush them aside with your hand; feel them resting on your
cheeks and forehead and eyelids as you go through them. Go on; clouds
cannot stop you.
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If you are doing the exercises properly, you will begin to
feel a sense of being lifted up and carried ahead. Your little effort
and small determination call on the power of the universe to help you,
and God Himself will raise you from darkness into light. You are in
accord with His Will. You cannot fail because your will is His. |
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Have confidence in your Father today, and be certain that
He has heard you and answered you. You may not recognize His answer yet,
but you can indeed be sure that it is given you and you will yet receive
it. Try, as you attempt to go through the clouds to the light, to hold
this confidence in your mind. Try to remember that you are at last
joining your will to God's. Try to keep the thought clearly in mind that
what you undertake with God must succeed. 6 Then let the power of God
work in you and through you, that His Will and yours be done. |
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In the shorter practice periods, which you will want to do
as often as possible in view of the importance of today's idea to you
and your happiness, remind yourself that your grievances are hiding the
light of the world from your awareness. Remind yourself also that you
are not searching for it alone, and that you do know where to look for
it. Say, then: |
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My grievances hide the light of the world in me. I cannot see what
I have hidden. Yet I want to let it be revealed to me, for my
salvation and the salvation of the world.
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Also, be sure to tell yourself: |
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If I hold this grievance the light of the world will be hidden from
me, |
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if you are tempted to hold anything against anyone today. |
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