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The
Scribing of
A Course in Miracles |
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Helen Schucman, Ph.D.,
was a clinical and research psychologist, who held the tenured
position of Associate Professor of Medical Psychology at the
College of Physicians and Surgeons at the Columbia-Presbyterian
Medical Center in New York City. A Course in Miracles was
"scribed" by Dr. Schucman between 1965 and 1972
through a process of inner dictation. She experienced the
process as one of a distinct and clear dictation from an inner
voice, which earlier had identified itself to her as Jesus.
Helen Schucman's scribing of A Course in Miracles began
with these words: "This is a course in miracles, please
take notes."
William Thetford, Ph.D.,
was a tenured Professor of Medical Psychology at Columbia
University's College of Physicians and Surgeons, and Director of
the Psychology Department at the Presbyterian Hospital in New
York City for whom Dr. Schucman worked. As her trusted friend
and colleague also, Dr. Thetford assisted and supported Dr.
Schucman throughout the Course's scribing, including the events
that led up to it. A vital participant, Dr. Thetford acted as
transcriber throughout the entire process by typing the material
from the scribed notes that Dr. Schucman had taken down and
would dictate to him almost daily.
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Helen Schucman and Bill Thetford
were an unlikely team in scribing A Course in Miracles.
As career-oriented psychologists working closely together at the
Columbia-Presbyterian Medical Center, they were attempting to
develop and strengthen the Center's Psychology Department. While
their professional interests and goals for the department were
compatible with each other, their personalities certainly were
not. Helen's overtly critical and judgmental stance was
juxtaposed with Bill's quiet and more passively aggressive
personality, and they clashed constantly.
It was therefore a rather
startling event when, in the Spring of 1965, Bill delivered an
impassioned speech to Helen in which he said that he was fed up
with the competition, aggression, and anger which permeated
their professional lives, extended into their attitudes and
relationships, and pervaded the department. He concluded and
told her that "there must be another way" of living—in
harmony rather than discord—and that he was determined to find
it. Equally startling, and to their mutual surprise, Helen
agreed with Bill and enthusiastically volunteered to join him in
a collaborative search to find this other and better way.
It was as if Helen had waited
all her life for this particular moment, which triggered a
series of internal experiences for her that carried through the
summer. These included heightened dream imagery, psychic
episodes, visions, and an experience of an inner voice. The
experiences also became increasingly religious, with the figure
of Jesus appearing more and more frequently to her in both
visual and auditory expressions.
This period of preparation
culminated on the evening of October 21, 1965, when the now
familiar voice of Jesus said to Helen: "This is a course
in miracles, please take notes." Troubled, she called
Bill immediately, and he reassured her that she was not going
mad. He suggested she write down what was being dictated to her,
and that he would look at it with her early the following
morning at the office. Helen did just that, which is how the
scribing of A Course in Miracles began. As Helen later
described the experience:
"The Voice made no sound,
but seemed to be giving me a kind of rapid, inner dictation
which I took down in a shorthand notebook. The writing was
never automatic. It could be interrupted at any time and later
picked up again. It made obvious use of my educational
background, interests and experience, but that was in matters
of style rather than content. Certainly the subject matter
itself was the last thing I would have expected to write
about."
The actual process of the
scribing was not difficult, and for the most part flowed rather
smoothly. Helen would write down words dictated by the
"voice" in shorthand notebooks, and whenever she and
Bill had time during a very busy schedule, she would dictate to
Bill what had been dictated to her. Bill would then type it
directly from Helen's dictation, acting as transcriber. It was
truly a collaborative venture between them. It also ensured that
the Course—the answer to their question to find "another
way"—would be absolutely faithful to the words and
message Helen received from the "voice" she identified
as Jesus. The process took seven years, and was completed in
October, 1972.
Although the scribing itself was
relatively effortless, it did engender tremendous anxiety in
Helen, though less in Bill. As Helen wrote:
"It made me very
uncomfortable, but it never seriously occurred to me to stop.
It seemed to be a special assignment I had somehow, somewhere
agreed to complete. It represented a truly collaborative
venture between Bill and myself, and much of its significance,
I am sure, lies in that. I could neither account for nor
reconcile my obviously inconsistent attitudes. On the one hand
I still regarded myself as officially an agnostic, resented
the material I was taking down, and was strongly impelled to
attack it and prove it wrong. On the other hand I spent
considerable time in taking it down and later in dictating it
to Bill, so it was apparent that I took it quite seriously. I
actually came to refer to it as my life's work. As Bill
pointed out, I must believe in it if only because I argued
with it so much. While this was true, it did not help me. I
was in the impossible position of not believing my own life's
work. The situation was clearly ridiculous as well as
painful."
And as Bill recalled:
"The material was
something that transcended anything that either of us could
possibly conceive of. And since the content was quite alien to
our backgrounds, interests and training, it was obvious to me
that it came from an inspired source. The quality of the
material was very compelling, and its poetic beauty added to
its impact."
As to the impact of A Course
in Miracles on Bill, he said:
"It changed my life
totally. I recall typing the first fifty principles on
miracles that came through Helen in the Fall of 1965, and
realized that if this material was true then absolutely
everything I believed would have to be challenged—that I
would have to reconstruct my whole belief system. At the time,
however, I thought that would be impossible; I didn't know how
I could do it. Yet I felt that was a requirement, since the
material that came through Helen in the beginning phase seemed
so authentic and genuine. I went into shock for a brief
period, wondering how it would be possible to make such an
abrupt change in my perception of life and the world. Later I
realized that God is merciful, and does not ask us to make
changes so abruptly, that there would be adequate time to
gradually begin to shift my perception. I think what was
important was my willingness to change, not mastery of the
material."
When once asked his definition
of A Course in Miracles, Bill replied:
"To help us change our
minds about who we are and what God is, and to help us let go,
through forgiveness, our belief in the reality of our
separation from God. Learning how to forgive ourselves and
others is really the fundamental teaching of the Course. The
Course teaches us how to know ourselves and how to unlearn all
of those things which interfere with our recognition of who we
are and always have been."
Helen chose to conceal her
spiritual journey from almost all of her friends, and all family
members, except of course from her husband Louis. They would
have been incredulous if they had known of her hidden life and
scribing, which also included two pamphlets—"Psychotherapy:
Purpose, Process and Practice" and "The Song of
Prayer"—that were dictated to her after A Course in
Miracles was completed. Helen also took down well over a
hundred poems, published posthumously in 1982 as The Gifts of
God by the Foundation for Inner Peace.
While generally ill at ease with
the Course, Helen was more uncomfortable with the poetry, which
at times reflects a closer and more personal relationship with
Jesus. Because the poems gave her secret away, she did not wish
them to be published during her lifetime. In addition, she
wanted to preserve her anonymity as scribe of A Course in
Miracles, firmly maintaining that it should stand on its
own, with the true author, Jesus, remaining its sole
inspirational figure. She knew that any public recognition of
her role would distract from this focus.
Helen retired from
Columbia-Presbyterian Medical Center in 1977, and died in New
York City on February 9, 1981. Bill retired from the Center in
1978, and moved to Tiburon, California and later La Jolla. He
died on July 4, 1988, during a visit to the Foundation for Inner
Peace in Tiburon.
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