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I
was born in Finland just before the war with Russia started in 1939. At
the age of six, I was sent to Sweden together with 60,000 other Finnish
children to escape the bombings. Unlike many of the Finnish "war
children" as they were called, I remember my time in Sweden as a
happy time. I stayed in a rural area with a very loving family who never
let me forget that I would return home after the war. I stayed in Sweden
for 3 years, went to school there and forgot my native tongue
completely. Soon after returning home the language returned, although
Finnish and Swedish are not in the least related, but I never forgot my
Swedish.. Very possibly my interest in other languages, especially
English, started from that early age. As a teenager I also spent some
summers with an English family which formed a basis for my later skills
in English. After graduating from high school I studied marketing and
went to work in advertising first as an account executive and later as
planner and copywriter. In 1992 my husband retired and I quit the
advertising business after a career of 35 years. We were able to fulfill
a dream of spending the harsh Finnish winter months in a warmer climate
and moved to Florida for the winter seasons.
Even before quitting my job I had started translating books
in my free time. I soon concentrated on translating books full time.
These included many American self-help books and even spiritual ones. I
even started to publish them and made quite a good little business for
myself. One day I went to a party where I saw a blue book on a coffee
table. Even before looking at the title I heard an inner voice say,
"This book will take many years to translate." At that time I
had no idea what the book was or how important it would be in my life.
In retrospect it is almost ridiculous how my life had led
me to A Course in Miracles, even my work with advertising, one of the
most materialistic of businesses. Many of my American clients had
required the same procedure as Kenneth Wapnick with the copy I wrote or
translated for their products - back translation into English. So it was
very good practice for the ACIM translation work! As the Course says,
the Holy Spirit can use anything and all your skills for His purposes.
Translating A Course in Miracles took seven years. Many times -
like Helen Schucman - I asked
Jesus, “Why me?” The work was not easy. I had to go through the
whole book twice, but I never seriously thought of quitting. Wherever I
went my laptop went with me, even on vacations, even
cruising the Caribbean. The work always calmed me down and I quite lost
track of time when translating. I had two readers, one for the first
version and one for the second. It took me a year to read through the
book the first time. It rang so true and touched me so deeply that I
cried almost all the time. It took me a little over a year to complete
the Workbook and probably I did it all wrong - sometimes even using a
timer to remind me of the repetitions of the daily lessons! And I
misunderstood so many things. It is indeed a long process. Only lately
have I understood (I think!) what true forgiveness means. I used to
think that I didn't have anything important to forgive - nobody had ever
abused me; nothing major had happened to me. But now I understand that
there is no order of seriousness in things that you must forgive in
yourself, the smallest irritation is as "bad" as the worst
thing that could happen to you. I am still learning how to forgive and
that probably will take the rest of my life. But now I know that there
is Help! And I ask for the peace of God every day and hope that I will
get a revelation to show me the light in which I may see the real world.
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