IV. The Fear to Look Within
1. The Holy Spirit will never teach you that you are sinful. ²Errors He will correct, but this makes no one fearful. ³You are indeed afraid to look within and see the sin you think is there. ⁴This you would not be fearful to admit. ⁵Fear in association with sin the ego deems quite appropriate, and smiles approvingly. ⁶It has no fear to let you feel ashamed. ⁷It doubts not your belief and faith in sin. ⁸Its temples do not shake because of this. ⁹Your faith that sin is there but witnesses to your desire that it be there to see. ¹⁰This merely seems to be the source of fear.
2. Remember that the ego is not alone. ²Its rule is tempered, and its unknown “enemy,” Whom it cannot even see, it fears. ³Loudly the ego tells you not to look inward, for if you do your eyes will light on sin, and God will strike you blind. ⁴This you believe, and so you do not look. ⁵Yet this is not the ego’s hidden fear, nor yours who serve it. ⁶Loudly indeed the ego claims it is; too loudly and too often. ⁷For underneath this constant shout and frantic proclamation, the ego is not certain it is so. ⁸Beneath your fear to look within because of sin is yet another fear, and one which makes the ego tremble.
3. What if you looked within and saw no sin? ²This “fearful” question is one the ego never asks. ³And you who ask it now are threatening the ego’s whole defensive system too seriously for it to bother to pretend it is your friend. ⁴Those who have joined their brothers have detached themselves from their belief that their identity lies in the ego. ⁵A holy relationship is one in which you join with what is part of you in truth. ⁶And your belief in sin has been already shaken, nor are you now entirely unwilling to look within and see it not.
4. Your liberation still is only partial; still limited and incomplete, yet born within you. ²Not wholly mad, you have been willing to look on much of your insanity and recognize its madness. ³Your faith is moving inward, past insanity and on to reason. ⁴And what your reason tells you now the ego would not hear. ⁵The Holy Spirit’s purpose was accepted by the part of your mind the ego knows not of. ⁶No more did you. ⁷And yet this part, with which you now identify, is not afraid to look upon itself. ⁸It knows no sin. ⁹How, otherwise, could it have been willing to see the Holy Spirit’s purpose as its own?
5. This part has seen your brother, and recognized him perfectly since time began. ²And it desired nothing but to join with him and to be free again, as once it was. ³It has been waiting for the birth of freedom; the acceptance of release to come to you. ⁴And now you recognize that it was not the ego that joined the Holy Spirit’s purpose, and so there must be something else. ⁵Think not that this is madness. ⁶For this your reason tells you, and it follows perfectly from what you have already learned.
6. There is no inconsistency in what the Holy Spirit teaches. ²This is the reasoning of the sane. ³You have perceived the ego’s madness, and not been made afraid because you did not choose to share in it. ⁴At times it still deceives you. ⁵Yet in your saner moments, its ranting strikes no terror in your heart. ⁶For you have realized that all the gifts it would withdraw from you, in rage at your “presumptuous” wish to look within, you do not want. ⁷A few remaining trinkets still seem to shine and catch your eye. ⁸Yet you would not “sell” Heaven to have them.
7. And now the ego is afraid. ²Yet what it hears in terror, the other part hears as the sweetest music; the song it longed to hear since first the ego came into your mind. ³The ego’s weakness is its strength. ⁴The song of freedom, which sings the praises of another world, brings to it hope of peace. ⁵For it remembers Heaven, and now it sees that Heaven has come to earth at last, from which the ego’s rule has kept it out so long. ⁶Heaven has come because it found a home in your relationship on earth. ⁷And earth can hold no longer what has been given Heaven as its own.
8. Look gently on your brother, and remember the ego’s weakness is revealed in both your sight. ²What it would keep apart has met and joined, and looks upon the ego unafraid. ³Little child, innocent of sin, follow in gladness the way to certainty. ⁴Be not held back by fear’s insane insistence that sureness lies in doubt. ⁵This has no meaning. ⁶What matters it to you how loudly it is proclaimed? ⁷The senseless is not made meaningful by repetition and by clamor. ⁸The quiet way is open. ⁹Follow it happily, and question not what must be so.